Rachael Kirkconnell says she hit rock bottom over her Bachelor slave plantation party controversy

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"I'm so ashamed that I basically participated in that unknowingly because I'm sitting here in my own little privileged, selfish world just thinking, 'Oh, we just put dresses on to go take a photo op,'" she explained this week on Instagram Live's From Privilege to Progress, according to TooFab. "If I had to think about it at the time, I was probably just thinking, 'OK, just some super traditional fraternity and they probably just want to continue the tradition of what they used to wear when the fraternity was founded.' And so, when I first learned that it was [racist], I was really ashamed that I unknowingly participated in that and basically continued that tradition," she continued. "Between that and just a lot of other things about Greek life, I was like, 'I don't want to be part of this anymore.' So I dropped out after that."