In clips posted to TikTok, Apa shows off his feminine side as "Fifi." "I love watching RuPaul's Drag Race and I've told my agents I want to be on that show," Apa tells NME. "But at the same time, RuPaul's Drag Race and the characters on that show, they're the real deal, they're the most authentic. I don't think I'd be allowed on that show because I'm not the real deal. But why did I share Fifi with the world? Because it's not something that I feel like I need to hide. I am proud of Fifi. I really enjoy that (side of myself)."